I am SO GLAD that even as a youth where ALL MY “Friends” were “Doing drugs”, smoking pot, dropping acid, shooting heroin, doing LSD, Getting DRUNK, SMOKING CIGARETTES, and buying “stupid little things” : I WATCHED them waste their money, and time, PUKE, Have Terrible Hangovers, COUGH and HACK from their “smokes”, SMELL how bad they all were BOTH in their breath and in their clothing and skin smell, SAW the NEEDLE marks, the INFECTIONS, the BAD Side Effects, their Lack of Control of their bodily functions, their mindless wanderings BOTH in mind and in function of self: Witnessed the LIES, the CHEATING, the STEALING the HARM done!!!
Yes, I saw DEATH All TOO WELL and TOO OFTEN: FATAL CAR CRASHES with Multiple bodies crushed in the cars, the SUICIDES, the HOSPITALS, Police, Ambulances, & THE FUNERALS !!!!! I saw the families that were FOREVER CHANGED and DESTROYED! ALMOST “all of my past friends, acquaintances Are NOW DEAD or ZOMBIES in the strongest meaning. I saw THE WASTE !
——————-AND, though I (JUST LIKE EVERYONE) Felt, heard, and was the “Made Fun Of” for NOT “JOINING” the FUN !!!!!!!!! —— I was STRONG ENOUGH, SMART ENOUGH and THOUGHT MORE of MYSELF than “to follow”, “to join”, Nor NEVER HAD TO “Be SO POPULAR” as ALL OTHERS “Had To Be, PART of THE GROUP” !!!!!
HMMMMM, Isn’t it “FUNNY” or “strange” that I “Being WEIRD, Different, Not-Blindly DOING WHAT EVERYONE DID” was OFTEN Elected CLASS PRESIDENT, Chose by groups, teams, organizations “TO Be THEIR LEADER”, “was promoted”, WAS FOLLOWED by MANY, So Often Called, Contacted, ASKED for My ADVICE, My Guidance, My Wisdom, MY TRUST!
Strange how many 1000s of people, both those I previously knew and MANY who I had NEVER Before Met, HAVE “SPILLED Their Guts”, telling me MANY criminal, personal, professional & VERY INTIMATE things” that NO ONE Else was ever “privy” to!!!!!! (yes murders, thefts, cheating, lies, EVEN details of “terrible sex” with their husbands, boyfriends, girlfriends: their SADNESS, their Dashed Hopes & Dreams, Their “lusts”, weaknesses, and MORE).Strange how Law Firms Often Called “For My Opinion” on various situations with them 100% of the time CHANGING their positions 180 degrees AFTER I OPENED their EYES & MINDS). Strange how My Phone NEVER STOPS RINGING with Questions, Want of Advise, and MORE about ANY & EVERY “Subject Matter” in the world from finance, to driving, to riding, to child rearing, to spousal relationships, to work and career, to political, health, economic, SPIRITUAL, environmental, farming, home/building construction, emergency issues, animal issues, scientific, historical, FUTURISTIC, and more HELP WANTED (& Gladly Given to ALL WHO ASK).
—– The BEST PART which is Near DAILY from people around the world is this ::::::: The THANKS I GET from SO MANY!!!!!! (“Thanks for saving my life”. “Thanks for helping me do it”. “Thanks for CHANGING Me”, “Thanks for Changing My Life Forever”. “Thanks for Bettering My Families Lives”, “Thanks for saving my company”. “Thanks for My New Career”. Thanks for Making My Sex /Love Life Fantastic”. AND those who have said “You Are The Most Important Person In My Life as You Changed EVERYTHING for Me, My Family and Everything About My Life”. “You Made My Life Amazing”. ——————— How many teachers, parents, police, firemen, doctors, nurses, politicians, writers, plumbers, builders, actors, singers, PREACHERS, LEADERS, etc. Could Ever Have Those Great Gifts of THANKS given to them like I receive Near Daily !!!!!!!!!
That is What “LIFE IS ALL ABOUT” !!!!!!! Thinking It. Trying it. Learning It. Discovering it. Evolving it. DOING IT !!!! SHARING & GIVING IT !!!!! —- and ReInventing It Ever Again, CONSTANTLY EVOLVING !!!! —- NEVER AGING, NEVER Slowing Down the “LIVING & Constant LEARNING”, ALWAYS Available and Able To Help Others in Every Way!
JOY, Laughter, Contentment, Excitement, Hunger for Knowledge, Yearning to Know More, Do More, Be More. TIME. AGE, “Form & Matter” never the same!
Yes, I am A Child Just Born, Just Opening My Eyes and All My Senses. I am a child of LIFE & FREE of Any Forces or Authority or Control. What most would chose to call “genius”; in actuality is nothing more than TOTAL AWARENESS & Openness & Abilities Take In, Effortlessly Let All Flow Through and Totally BE ONE WITH THE UNIVERSE & IT ONE WITH ME” !!!
Hope Everyone Eventually DARES to DO; Overcomes Their Fear of Reality & Living to JOIN ME !!! ——- Incredible is a word that at best only describes life by 1/100,000,000,000,000 of its TRUE VALUE !